...and the next time probably won't be for a while either ;-p So been in Africa for a while... southern and eastern... it was dusty, hot and heartbreaking. Trying to decide what to do next with our lives... might emigrate to the Middle East. We'll see

I haven't been here for such a long time. Everyone I knew has probably forgotten me! My life has been so crazy over the past two years. I've travelled to every continent except Antartica seen such beautiful things, met incredible people and then got married to the most amazing man I've ever known! I would love to catch up with you all and will try and make time to look at some of your great work that I've missed out on.

Things are good. I feel happy. But kind of disjointed. Did my first day as a juror for the Crown court. It was interesting. Can't say anything about it. But very relieved that it wasn't to gruesome. Gardened this evening. Got dirty and tierd but still somehow feel pretty good. Really should sleep so I don't fall asleep in court tomorrow as that could be rather embarassing! Night night DA!

Sorry this isn't gonna be a terribly positive post so feel free to skip. I haven't been around much cause I've just been working in colchester for two weeks with italian kids. Teaching them English for four hours in the morning or afternoon every day and then going on trips with them and organising and supervising evening activities such as treasure hunts, laser quest, discos, karaoke's etc... It's been one of the hardest things I've ever done and I was working 18-20 hour days that absolutely wore me out but now that's its over I miss it like crazy. It was stressful and pressurising and tiring but never ever boring and I met so many great people who I will probably never see again. Now I'm home I'm going to my cousin's wedding on sat and then working in london for a week then I have an office job for the rest of the summer which is just gonna kill me as far as boredom is concerned. I just feel so numb like I've gone from being constntly active, constantly having new things to think about and deal with and always having people to talk to to just being at home with my family who all watch tv accept my sister whose great but... arghhh I dont know. I don't have any right to complain, I just... I don't know how to put it into words, the poem doesn't really do it justice... oh well. I'm gonna go. I'm sorry I haven't been commenting I will be next week when I'm working in the office I promise! :-p

I've finished! I'm now a graduand anxiously waiting for results day!:-p Actualy not that anxiously...I'm not to worried at the moment life is to sunny! Exams: two went well, two not so well *shrug* just have to wait and see. Wow I came back to 85 messages... so might take me a while to get through everything! Hope everyone's been well and there certainly seems to be lots of exciting new deviations to go check out so I shall go do that now!